Thursday, 8 January 2015
Dreams of Leaving My Bubble
I think this was possibly a going-back-to-work-soon anxiety dream! I'll be going back on Monday, part-time as before, and my feelings about it are decidedly mixed ... a bewildering mix of excitement and terror, optimism and dread. For half a year I've been mostly hiding away looking after myself in my safe, quiet little bubble. So being back out in the real world, where people do actual work and don't wear sweatpants or take naps whenever they feel like it, is going to be something of a challenge.
I expect it'll be fine, I just need to get that first strange morning behind me. And maybe I can take the occasional nap under my desk when nobody's looking.